Well, I feel like -shit-

I dunno. Lots of Drama going on.

I've got a job. The other day I stayed home and we were all cleaning the house. It was depressing because I know -why- we were.

I don't know what I'm gonna do, about anything.

I feel like i should do something to spite myself. But I wont, because I don't want to deal with the consequences. I know it would make me feel better. but only for a short while, and after that. Things would just be worse.


You know how I always say how selfish and cowardly suicide is? It suddenly seems very..I dunno, tempting. I wont do anything, but I guess I'm just thinking of it differently at the moment.

Yeah.. I get paid on Saturday.

Yaaaaaaaay.



Some Drama has been going on with my friends. I need to step in, take some action against....my...friend's...actions?..that sounds weird, idk.

Umm, just updating journal, because other one is..well, outdated now.

I'm ronery.